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Clashhhh.................no better word found

Why are there so many unsaid feelings in human mind and heart. Why are this feelings difficult to express. God gave us feelings but din not provide us with right words and society did not provide us the right to express.
Why every statement and every word seems to be in complete and feels like does not really express what heart wants to say.
Why life lives us all alone with thousands of questions which are not just impossible to answer but impossible to manage too.
In this so called god made, altered by humans version of world why do people like me suffer. Our emotions remain within unexpressed, unfelt due to lot of laws, rules & regulations of society.
Why we do not get opportunity to leave the original world created by god. Why are we forced to live life that is artificial; follow rules that are made by someone we do not even know.
Why somebody else has right to take decision. Why does someone else has right to guide our paths. Why are their clashes of emotions and feelings between two people. Why do humans envy each other. Why are humans so in secured as I am too....

"LIFE HAS DEFINITION YET WITHOUT ANY MEANING EASY TO FIND....."

Every relation in my life....

My fear and my relations all go hand in hand.. The fear attached to every new relation in my life keeps me away from making justice to myself n my new relations.
Every time I make new relation why does a fear hold my hand and move with me? A fear of becoming a topic of timepass for that new perosn? The fear of becoming a topic of joke and laughter for that person and other around them? A fear of losing that person?
Why it gets difficult to trust someone....
Inspite of having tried thousands time to be positive about the thoughts arrives in my mind. I know I am not very smart, intelligent but does that make me a piece of joke ???????????????
I think I should not get close to anyone...stay away as it hurts..............I can never have any true friends or people just dont want to be true to me...I really do not know..........
I fear making new friends............I better stay away from all

Ambiguity of Colours

Every colour has its own quality and look. Was just trying to find out the same. Thought for a while when I was travelling home yesterday ( February 17, 2009). And I was amazed how every colour has got positive as well as negative characteristics of its own......and the way we create
opinions.

Red : it is violent/it religious too

White: Peaceful/the memory of death

Yellow: Bright / colour of hatred

Orange: setting of sun and end of the day/ Nature at its best when sky is orange

Black : Graceful colour for parties/ the memory of death

This way there may be thousands of colours with such differences in opinion..It is a challenge for an artist to decide on which colour to be used for portraying which kind of feeling.....

A true artist falls short of colours even if provided with 1000 colours and the confusion keeps continuing.....

Ambiguity of life......

Today, I feel life is full of questions for which a human can never find answers. Moment one answer is found another question arises.
It is as complicated aa a mordern art for a layman to understand. As art is never defined life is too. Defination of it changes every minute, every second, every hour and at every step.
God gives life just once and living it to the fullest is upto us. The laws of society stop us from njoying every bit of it. We humans have created such rules n regulations that we have spoilt the original taste of life.
All are born with their own good and bad qualities. Life is fair to all while writing chapter of every individuals journey on this earth. But, we have created so many berriers n measures to weigh things that we failed to understand the true essence of life.
Problems come and problems go, time goes but does not come back. Enjoying every second of journey is very important. Do not give yourselfan opportunity to regret.
........................................................................Life is beautiful......................................................................