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Why can't people be true to me and tell me what the reality is
I am surrounded by manipulation, politics and bitching
Who really are true and who fake
I have really lost a way to analyse them
When I stand at one end and look at them they all look so very same
I don't know whom to trust and which words to I really belong to
I am honest than why don't I get back same too
Who really is worth a trust, a word of love, a word of care
Who would be my locker of secrets without any selfish motives and plays
Liar's stay away from me please do not play with my heart
Because I cannot hurt you I never say why or say stop and just don't lie
I am not able to judge you unless I fall by
Get bruises and pain and blood shed by
Unless I am not left with tears in my eyes and no answers to my whys
Everytime you hurt and quietly stand by
I decide neither get hurt nor cry
I do not expect things from you
but don't always break me and walk away with a smile...
Going to sleep early as I don't wanna live,
Don't want to ever see sunrise nor the night,
wanted to live my life not lead it with rules
Things are not moving and I do not want to move,
Close my eyes and feel the hurt within
change the breath and die just soon
not feeling pain anymore nor any pinch
its all ended as I just do not breath..
Do not feel the breeze nor hear birds singing
what I just see is all the mess I did
Never to assume life as free..
had forgotten that had to pay to live..
I do not have fortune and no more love left in me..
all I can see is a silent exit...