Why can't people be true to me and tell me what the reality is
I am surrounded by manipulation, politics and bitching
Who really are true and who fake
I have really lost a way to analyse them
When I stand at one end and look at them they all look so very same
I don't know whom to trust and which words to I really belong to
I am honest than why don't I get back same too
Who really is worth a trust, a word of love, a word of care
Who would be my locker of secrets without any selfish motives and plays
Liar's stay away from me please do not play with my heart
Because I cannot hurt you I never say why or say stop and just don't lie
I am not able to judge you unless I fall by
Get bruises and pain and blood shed by
Unless I am not left with tears in my eyes and no answers to my whys
Everytime you hurt and quietly stand by
I decide neither get hurt nor cry
I do not expect things from you
but don't always break me and walk away with a smile...

Going to sleep early as I don't wanna live,
Don't want to ever see sunrise nor the night,
wanted to live my life not lead it with rules
Things are not moving and I do not want to move,
Close my eyes and feel the hurt within
change the breath and die just soon
not feeling pain anymore nor any pinch
its all ended as I just do not breath..
Do not feel the breeze nor hear birds singing
what I just see is all the mess I did
Never to assume life as free..
had forgotten that had to pay to live..
I do not have fortune and no more love left in me..
all I can see is a silent exit...

Loosing my mind, seeing the world of denial
Blossoming flower on the road to die
Ring of gold loosing its shine
The evening sunset never let the sun rise
Waiting to smell the bright sunlight
feel the fresh air and the cold dark night...

Moment passes by,walk away the clouds
I see green in my eyes, and lead to countryside
Beautiful farms and beautiful life makes me
all feel I am once again loosing my mind
not seeing the world of denial but seeing
the other side of life....

Travel down roads, walk down the slopes
I see brown in my eyes and lead to the town side
Ugly traffic and ugly crowd, no beautiful life
but atrocious side of life and all it makes me feel
I am loosing my mind, seeing the world of denial...
Blossoming flower on the road to die
Ring of gold loosing its shine
The evening sunset never let the sun rise
Waiting to smell the bright sunlight
feel the fresh air and the cold dark night...