Wondering What should I give more priority? - to friendship that was so cloase or rather still is close to heart or my values. Friendship that meant everything. The friendship that started with such wonderful talks, moments. Wasnt it as important as anything else in my life?
Should I ignore what my friend said in anger, agony, ambiguity etc. All the bad words he used and said? Should I let go of my values and self respect for friendship and that special friend? And give friendship one more last chance from my side? Probably it may not be as good as it was but atleast be there?
The friendship is still breathing in me and my heart but is it dead for him? Should I still try to talk to him once and try and get back this friendship for my soul sake, my heart sake and my life sake?
My friend passes by my side. The one who used to stop to give me smile; has now stopped looking at me. The care I used to see in the eyes has suddenly vanished. What do I do of this incomplete feeling. I am in search of that smile, that voice, that concern, those jokes, those moments, those times.
I am missing a friend. However bad he was he was my best friend. How can I let go of him in this manner? How can I let him go how can I? But, how do I get him back how do I. Please help me lord.
My mind reminds me of values and self respect whereas heart says this friendship is more important for you;what you doing how can you let go without trying. Like we fight with diseases in our life to survive in the same way you have to fight with bad,wrong and everything else to make sure a relationship survives.
What do I do??
No Words..............
13 years ago