Whats the truth..

What is the truth of this world around me? Is it what i see, is it what i hear or is it what i cant see I dnt know.
The past does not allow me to believe in today..My past does not allow me to trust world around me. I always have questions in my mind, always trying to analyse people around me. Trying to find who is honest, who is truthful, who is my friend and who is not.
What people think of me. What people feel for me. What people think I am. All is very important to me but cannot trust anyones comment and anyones opinion.
I m tiered of all the negative and also all the positive. Cant a human stop analysing its life?
When will I learn to trust people again?When will this fear from me go away?When will I learn my life to the fullest?

Dreams are nothing...........

There was a time I used to believe that dream is path to future and success. Life should be lived with dreams in eyes as it turns to be a goal with time. But, I was wrong dream is nothing is just like time. It just passes away with sleep every nite.
No dreams can be goals. The reality is what makes your future and your life. Live in presence and not in dreams. Dreams become more heavy when shattered.
Live life materialistic and you have success and happiness running your way but moment you live life with dreams and emotions it kills your future, its kills your innner someone who is as pure as god.
Life is nothing more than practicality, materialistic world and lifeless creatures all around. Nature, love, emotions, feelings everything is bullshit infront of all this as it does not take you anywhere.........................

So Stop dreaming and start living the way world is because there is no body who understands............

Too many questions.................

A person upset, Frustrated in life with things that are going against his wish and want. Several thoughts jumping in mind and the change in mood constantly.
Mind is thinking something but does not know what, why and how. The fear of loosing someone. The fear of past affecting the presence and future in every possible manner. The trouble, the hurt, the depression and pool of rotten thoughts, rotten feelings makes life more worst and rotten like and egg which people loved eating once upon a time but now cant even bear it.
Dealing with such feelings seems always so difficult and impossible. Why human being is only left with one answer that is "Change yourself" for the materialistic world which does not understand and feel for one.
Why does life leave us with no answers and only questions. With no options but only decisions....No opportunity only pain.....

"ONE'S PAST DEPENDS ON PRESENCE AND FUTURE DEPENDS ON PRESENCE. ALL THIS IS A CYCLE OF LIFE"