To others and for me

To the world it seems all wrong,
for me it seems all lack of understanding,
for others its just a phase,
for me its the part of life
for others its a pebble,
for me its the rock
for others its just a drop,
for me its the season of rain
for others its a dream to be forgotten when awake,
for me its the fact of my life
for others its just another tale,
for me its the story of life
for others there is nothing to analyse,
for me its the decision of wrong or right
for others it was lack of patience,
for me it was a continuous unsuccessful try
for others it is just a night,
for me they were thousands of dark nights
for others its the new bright day,
for me its still the sunset
for others its the new start of better life,
for me I am still holding back and stuck somewhere
for others its the moving time,
for me its the clock stuck at a time
for others its all black,
for me its black, white and grey
for me its all the moment of truth,
hard to believe, hard to absorb, hard to live and hard to hide........