Clashhhh.................no better word found

Why are there so many unsaid feelings in human mind and heart. Why are this feelings difficult to express. God gave us feelings but din not provide us with right words and society did not provide us the right to express.
Why every statement and every word seems to be in complete and feels like does not really express what heart wants to say.
Why life lives us all alone with thousands of questions which are not just impossible to answer but impossible to manage too.
In this so called god made, altered by humans version of world why do people like me suffer. Our emotions remain within unexpressed, unfelt due to lot of laws, rules & regulations of society.
Why we do not get opportunity to leave the original world created by god. Why are we forced to live life that is artificial; follow rules that are made by someone we do not even know.
Why somebody else has right to take decision. Why does someone else has right to guide our paths. Why are their clashes of emotions and feelings between two people. Why do humans envy each other. Why are humans so in secured as I am too....

"LIFE HAS DEFINITION YET WITHOUT ANY MEANING EASY TO FIND....."