Regret and guilt.......

Regret and guilt are the most dirty feeling to go through. Facing this situation is as difficult as handling your ship in storm.
Guilt of making someone you loved the most on this earth feel suffocated in love is the worst thing one can go through. Making that person hate the word called Love which is supposed to be the best feeling in the world. This one thing can turn things upside down.
All the love is lost all the effort to make someone feel special is gone away with the flow of wave which will never come back.
The regret of entering someones life making it hell is the worst feeling to live with. Thats the end of life and all the other feelings in heart.
A person who is pure at heart can never handle such situation. Making someone hate their past their relationship and the soulful relation they thought and wished of living with ...can anything be more disastrous than this??
How do I live with this feeling?How do i live my life? I thought i helped someone live his life but i screwed it big time. What did I do in my life? This is the biggest weight on my shoulder I need to live with..Cant express more on blog i do not know but I regret my life today...will never forget March 28, 2009 which was suppose to be most beautiful day of my life...but i left nothing to ruin things on the day and after that.........................my life is nothing more than these full stops right now..............................